How the heck did I get here?
The choices I was making at the time
seemed to make sense
but, now it’s such a huge mess
They were but small compromises
ways to be more efficient
and places to streamline processes
but, now it is so hard to sort it all out
What went right?
What went wrong?
What did I miss?
What should I have seen?
I am ready to own what is mine to own
willing to confess my sins
don’t let me be too easy on myself
nor too hard either
But, even when all that is said and done
I suspect the mess will remain
as much as I hate to see it so
thus might I ask for your grace again.