I don’t know how to keep shame from creeping into a room. Heck, I don’t even know how to keep shame from eating away at my heart. But because I personally have struggled with shame so much I have learned a few techniques that help me manage it, even as I work and wait for healing. Shame is going to make merry anytime we are trying to improve our conscious contact with God or become more decently human or love others or treat ourselves and others with respect. Shame is a condition many of us need to heal from AND learn to manage as we recover.
The church staff mentioned in previous posts was simply a family system of sorts that was experiencing a team shame attack. Before we could take meaningful action we had some work to do.
As I sat, listened and learned from their family fight, I identified the group at the pre-contemplation stage of change. There was no meaningful contemplation happening; they were ill-equipped in their whipped up stage to determine a direction and they certainly were NOT ready to proceed with action steps. In pre-contemplation, they were reacting to the crisis. These guys and gals were saying, thinking, feeling and proposing action steps that were more related to how they individually and collectively handled stress than anything more substantive and meaningful – like following their core values! This stuff happens to me all the time, so I could feel their pain.
I saw a glimmer of opportunity. Perhaps I could provide some much-needed calm. Of course, me being me, this would require divine intervention. But isn’t this where our hope always lies? In recovery, aren’t we always called to admit our powerlessness and unmanageable parts, come to believe that a power greater than us can restore us to sanity, and turn our will over to God’s care and control? Under duress, these were not the primary thoughts of the group. Maybe I could remind them that we had a God who was ready to help us.
So we looked at 1 Corinthians, and then I asked them a question: what do you see here? At first, all they saw was what their shame wanted them to see – sexual immorality was super bad and it got people banished.
Look, this is true. But it is only a small part of what is true. And we have lots of contemplating to do before we just jump on the banishment bandwagon. Because the truth is, God has many tools dangling from his belt. Banishment is not the only option. Plus, it wasn’t the thing I was hoping they would notice. To be continued….